When you were little! When you were little , you so diffirent from your sister and brother! Most babies eat baby food, you hated it so we had to grind up all of your food! Whatever we were having for supper! You didn't walk for the longest time, you fimelly started sitting up and thet is where you got the name " Budda "! You sat with your littlr legs crossed, you were such a plump baby boy! You laughed alot and loved twirling in the bed! As you got older your brother and sister both tried to win you over to be oon thier side! Tasha was like alittle mother to you, always helping take care of you! When you would get scared at nite ,you would sleep with her! Chris was your playmate, you were always playing in thr sand box, or watching cartoons together! Chris was also your defender! No one messed with his little bro and got away with it! When you couldn't go to sleep, I would sing to you over and over an over! As you got older, you could still do no wrong,, Tasha and Chris always took the blame for whatever went wrong! When you did get caught doing wrong, you would run outside and hide, until I found you! Then you went to your Dad's! At first you lived in Colorodo! You hated it there! Then you moved back to Nebraska! I got to see you every other weekend and Holiday's! I only missed one weekend the whole time you were in Lincoln, because the weather was so bad! You always wanted to bring a buddy down here,and I agreed! That is how I got to know so many of your friends! The last summer, things went wrong! You decided you wanted to live with me to make a fresh start! You got a job and got your car! Than when things went wrong with your car, your stepdad, " Don " and stepbrother " Chad ", would always fix it for you! You got expelled from school for a bumb reason! We "Don & I " tried to get them to let you back in! So You were going to go back in January! You had plans to join the Army this comming summer! With so many friends you were always on the run! Sometimes I would make you stay home, just long enough to eat supper with us! You loved playing hackie sack! I remember the last week you were here, you tried to teach me! I loved spending time with you and your friends, you made me feel alive! Now, My Angel You are in the Hands of the Lord! I am very lonesome here without you! There is mot a moment that you are not on my mind! My heart feels hollow without you here! I miss you every second of every day! I hope some day you will come back to me in your spirit! I will Always, Always, Love You! Forever and Forever in my Heart and on MY MIND! I Will Always Be Missing You "MY Budda Bear!" Looking Forward Till The Day I See My Baby Boy! I Love You Kennie! MOM
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